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Sometimes I think about dying
it’s my only way out
the only thing we have in common
that’s what I've figured it out
I’m really good at avoiding responsibility
I'm really good at avoiding or grasping mortality
but I think that I’ll live forever if I just try
Sometimes I think about my future
and what that means to me
is it even important?
Does happiness equate to money?
Sometimes I think about my family
will they be okay?
Will they move on without me
wearing black or just gray?
I think that I’ll live forever if I just try
I think that I’ll live forever if I just try
It’s a simple fact that everything that lives dies
but maybe I'm the exception
I hope that I'm the exception
I avoid all of my problems
numb myself with these words
sometimes I need to grow up
or decompose into dirt
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Hands
02:54
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I’ve got two hands
I’ve got one heart
I’ve got two hands
my callouses are hard
I can't seem to get a grip on anything I hold x2
You don't know if you don't want to notice
And I don't care if you don’t even notice
You don't know if you don't want to notice
I wouldn’t care if you ever even notice me
You’ve got four hands
You’ve got no heart
I try to ignore
But it’s just too hard
I can't seem to close the lids of my eyes at night
Because I’m just stuck in the same damn room
with the same damn lies
and I believe them
You told me that you never really loved me
I said I did but it doesn’t matter does it
You told me you were better off without me
and I know you're right but it doesn't matter does it
You told me that you never even loved
and I said I did but it doesn’t matter anymore
You told me you were better off without me
and I know you're right but I don't matter anymore
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Saccharine
03:01
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Candy sweet won't you come to me
with your soft wet lips and your shaky knees
when you say my name I'm coming
you bring it out
you bring that out me
Your skin so pale and your wrapped up sheets
I just need you now
I need you next to me
I need you now
I need you next to me
I just need you now
I need you next to me
saccharine I’m saccharine and cheap
I just want you now
I want you next to me
I want you now
Why won't you lie with me
I want you now
Why won't you lie to me
I want to feel what I say but I don't feel anything
but you bring it out
you bring it out of me
candy sweet
you’re just too fucking sweet
you say get inside
get inside of me
but I don’t know if I can
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Tumblr Nihilist
02:58
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Creating problems for myself
that I know don’t matter
but I keep telling myself
that they matter
I try to tell myself it'll be alright
but most things I tell myself our white lies
cause I'm a liar
with a terrible brain
I forget how to write
I forget everything
I cant remember my own words
I cant remember my own words
cause none of them matter
I'm a wannabe nihilist
without any reason
I just focus on the shit
because I can't stop myself
I'm not trying to say that nothing is important
but I'm not not saying that anything is important
because one of it matters
none of this matters
maybe one thing matters
but I'm not finding it
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gloom Yakima, Washington
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